Why am i sitting at home after 24 hours of my pay day?Because im damn broke. Why am i broke?Because i spend almost all of my salary. Why?Because i need unwind. Why?Because im so stress. Why?Because i just need a reason to make myself buy something and blaming it on stress. Why?Because i really dont need the things that i buy , eg. another shirt , food , earing. Why?Because i still have a lot of shirts, im fat and that earing is actually not that comfortable to wear in the 1st place. I knew it when i 1st tried it on but i still buy anyways. Why?Because i cant resist beautiful earings even if it hurts my ear. Why?Because theres a saying in hokkien ‘want beautiful dont want life’. Why?Because you only live once , why not be beautiful and im bless with ear that can fit into those type of earings. So why waste it. Im still young to wear it and i dont want to be wearing earing in my left ear on my 80th birthday. Why?Because my ear will really break that time la!Ps - Theres another earing that i want to buy but its out of stock in store yet. When its available, you think i should buy ah?
I think theres something wrong with me. Nowadays , its either im in a very good mood or a very bad mood. Nothing in between.
Good mood behaviour
*Talk non-stop
*Laugh non-stop*Be nice to everyone*Up for anything
*Excited about everything
Bad mood behaviour
*Don’t even open my mouth , even when a super cute girl is talking to me (ah! wasted)*Always angry*Wish that my life in different*Don’t even come out from my room if i’m at home
*Thinks that i’m the worst person in the world*Impatient*Feels like starting a fight even with my mother and my brother who was just trying to help
*Secretly hopes that the prettiest guy in our office falls down the stairs (i’m so mean)
*Cry non-stop over nothing*Sometimes , only sometimes k , feels like killing someone (no one in particular) , preferably by stabbing them to death Out of 10 days , 8 days i’ll be in a very bad mood. What is wrong with me??
When am i gonna get my next increment?
When am i gonna get my next promotion?When am i gonna ever have enough money?When am i gonna earn P100,000.00 a month?When am i getting my own house?When am i getting my 1st car?When am i gonna lose weight?
How come some people are like that?How come Perry likes to sleep so much?How come i am at home on a saturday night?How come some people are just so good looking?Why can’t i have a pet tiger?Why do i like barnuts so much?Why does my mum loves my brother more?Why was i in a bad mood that day?What did i dream about this morning?Where is the parents of Kokey?How do they look like?Oh…Brain working too hard. I got headache d. But still i need to work.
Why am i sitting at home after 24 hours of my pay day?
