Thursday, August 30, 2007

....DiiN nA aNg SwELdO kO???

Why am i sitting at home after 24 hours of my pay day?
Because im damn broke. Why am i broke?
Because i spend almost all of my salary. Why?
Because i need unwind. Why?
Because im so stress. Why?
Because i just need a reason to make myself buy something and blaming it on stress. Why?
Because i really dont need the things that i buy , eg. another shirt , food , earing. Why?
Because i still have a lot of shirts, im fat and that earing is actually not that comfortable to wear in the 1st place. I knew it when i 1st tried it on but i still buy anyways. Why?
Because i cant resist beautiful earings even if it hurts my ear. Why?
Because theres a saying in hokkien ‘want beautiful dont want life’. Why?
Because you only live once , why not be beautiful and im bless with ear that can fit into those type of earings. So why waste it. Im still young to wear it and i dont want to be wearing earing in my left ear on my 80th birthday. Why?
Because my ear will really break that time la!
Ps - Theres another earing that i want to buy but its out of stock in store yet. When its available, you think i should buy ah?

....iM HiT WiTh DePrEsSiOn.....


I think theres something wrong with me. Nowadays , its either im in a very good mood or a very bad mood. Nothing in between.
Good mood behaviour
*Talk non-stop
*Laugh non-stop

*Be nice to everyone
*Up for anything
*Excited about everything

Bad mood behaviour

*Don’t even open my mouth , even when a super cute girl is talking to me (ah! wasted)

*Always angry
*Wish that my life in different
*Don’t even come out from my room if i’m at home
*Thinks that i’m the worst person in the world

*Impatient
*Feels like starting a fight even with my mother and my brother who was just trying to help
*Secretly hopes that the prettiest guy in our office falls down the stairs (i’m so mean)
*Cry non-stop over nothing
*Sometimes , only sometimes k , feels like killing someone (no one in particular) , preferably by stabbing them to death Out of 10 days , 8 days i’ll be in a very bad mood. What is wrong with me??

....WhAt i Am ThiNkiNg NoW....


When am i gonna get my next increment?
When am i gonna get my next promotion?

When am i gonna ever have enough money?
When am i gonna earn P100,000.00 a month?
When am i getting my own house?
When am i getting my 1st car?
When am i gonna lose weight?
How come some people are like that?

How come Perry likes to sleep so much?
How come i am at home on a saturday night?
How come some people are just so good looking?
Why can’t i have a pet tiger?
Why do i like barnuts so much?
Why does my mum loves my brother more?
Why was i in a bad mood that day?
What did i dream about this morning?
Where is the parents of Kokey?
How do they look like?
Oh…Brain working too hard. I got headache d. But still i need to work.