Why am i sitting at home after 24 hours of my pay day? Because im damn broke. Why am i broke? Because i spend almost all of my salary. Why? Because i need unwind. Why? Because im so stress. Why? Because i just need a reason to make myself buy something and blaming it on stress. Why? Because i really dont need the things that i buy , eg. another shirt , food , earing. Why? Because i still have a lot of shirts, im fat and that earing is actually not that comfortable to wear in the 1st place. I knew it when i 1st tried it on but i still buy anyways. Why? Because i cant resist beautiful earings even if it hurts my ear. Why? Because theres a saying in hokkien ‘want beautiful dont want life’. Why? Because you only live once , why not be beautiful and im bless with ear that can fit into those type of earings. So why waste it. Im still young to wear it and i dont want to be wearing earing in my left ear on my 80th birthday. Why? Because my ear will really break that time la! Ps - Theres another earing that i want to buy but its out of stock in store yet. When its available, you think i should buy ah?
I think theres something wrong with me. Nowadays , its either im in a very good mood or a very bad mood. Nothing in between. Good mood behaviour *Talk non-stop *Laugh non-stop *Be nice to everyone *Up for anything *Excited about everything Bad mood behaviour *Don’t even open my mouth , even when a super cute girl is talking to me (ah! wasted) *Always angry *Wish that my life in different *Don’t even come out from my room if i’m at home *Thinks that i’m the worst person in the world *Impatient *Feels like starting a fight even with my mother and my brother who was just trying to help *Secretly hopes that the prettiest guy in our office falls down the stairs (i’m so mean) *Cry non-stop over nothing *Sometimes , only sometimes k , feels like killing someone (no one in particular) , preferably by stabbing them to deathOut of 10 days , 8 days i’ll be in a very bad mood. What is wrong with me??
When am i gonna get my next increment? When am i gonna get my next promotion? When am i gonna ever have enough money? When am i gonna earn P100,000.00 a month? When am i getting my own house? When am i getting my 1st car? When am i gonna lose weight? How come some people are like that? How come Perry likes to sleep so much? How come i am at home on a saturday night? How come some people are just so good looking? Why can’t i have a pet tiger? Why do i like barnuts so much? Why does my mum loves my brother more? Why was i in a bad mood that day? What did i dream about this morning? Where is the parents of Kokey? How do they look like? Oh…Brain working too hard. I got headache d. But still i need to work.
Why am i sitting at home after 24 hours of my pay day?
